Saturday, January 22, 2011

That song in my head.

Yahoo for the weekend, eh?! :) This is has been a great first week of work I must say. I guess because of the craziness and newness of being here I have almost ignored a very important person trying to speak to me.  Jesus. <3. I have been a slacker on my quiet time this past week and God has for sure let me know. I have had this song in my head all week and had not a clue as to why, I am not even sure I have heard it this week. It is "The more I seek you." And the only part I could remember is ..."The more I seek you, the more I find you. The more I find you the more I love you." It was clear to me Thursday the TRUE meaning of what I was singing. I was wondering why I haven't I felt close to God? Why do I feel he is so distant? I wasn't SEEKING him. I wasn't trying to die in my flesh daily and live for him. I felt awful, I know everyone sins and has "dry" spots in their walk with God but it broke my heart. There is so much he has done and is doing for me, why can't he have 30 minutes of my morning? I sure could work out for an hour, or spend my time on Facebook instead of diving in the word and allowing him to speak to me. I started a Beth Moore study before I left home and have only cracked the book several times. I am in need for some worship and fellowship with other Christians, which is proven to be good for the soul. :) Part of something we should do...FELLOWSHIP! I am around Godly people at my home, but it is different to get out and meet new Christians and people who are longing to be closer to God. We are going to visit Georgetown Baptist church tomorrow and I am thrilled. I will be praying for a home church here. What better way to find friends than at church right? I am so excited to start this year off here and I am so ready to get plugged in where I need to be!!

So...I have a lot to do, and with my saviors help I am ready! :)

Until later gators!



  1. I've been praying for a home church as well. I can't wait for Brian to get home so we can go shop. I'd love some fellowship with other young people who are on the same walk as us. Nothing can compare!

  2. Hey Jana! I know I am going to enjoy reading your blog and keeping up with you! I am so excited for you and the way you are 'restarting' your life! God has great things in store... I know it! Hope the church you visit tomorrow is the one....if not, keep looking. God will lead you in the right direction. I miss you when I grocery shop but glad I know where to find you anytime I want!
    Love, Mom

  3. Thank you for all your support Mom!! It means alot. Love you so much and can't wait to keep you updated!

    Morgan...youre in my prayers for your new journey with Brian!

  4. Hey the blog! Never doubt that you are a special young lady and God has a tremendous plan for your life. So glad to hear you are doing good. After reading your last post this scripture came to mind...
    "You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." Jer. 29:13 and I know He must be smiling knowing this is the path you've chosen to take! When you have a minute, check out my Sunday School Class blog ( Love you and will be praying for you!

  5. Thank you Aunt Debbie! I love that verse! :) Look at you with your blog! I will for sure follow you. I love you!!!! Miss you!

  6. Go Jana! :) So happy for you girl. Really am! I love that song too. It speaks depth dosen't it? Praying for you girl.